My tongue is in my hand…

Published Author here

Posted on: August 30, 2010

So, I (self) published a book. Check it out.

It’s been a great experience. Except now that it’s done, I remember the thing about creating things is this- the high is in the doing, not in the being done. Now that the word is out, I made a fb page, I sold a dozen copies, with a few more promised to sell…I feel unsettled. I feel itchy to begin a new project.

So, I have 2 in mind. I may just start on them both and do  a little at a time (though I usually throw myself into something once I start it). I also want to keep posting links to all my footnotes on the fb page, I’m trying not to post too many at once, there’s 52!

Man, my brain feels irritated.

And I think, in the back of my mind I keep getting bothered that some of the people I most wanted to read and care about this project have shown very little interest in it. I don’t get it. I don’t get why I can’t be ecstatic for all the people that have shown interest, people I didn’t even expect. I’m very blessed with people in my life who give a crap. Why do the few people who seem not to get to me so badly?

On a side note, regarding the past few posts, I’m doing better. The project healed me in many ways…it’s just a daily effort to be in the right state of mind, to do something with all this inside me. I feel so restless within…it’s only occasionally quelled…I can never decide if that’s good or bad…

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