My tongue is in my hand…

Posted on: September 26, 2008

Sometimes, all of the sudden, everything can get so hard.  Breathing, moving. So obviously draining. It’s falling to the ground in the shower, hot water falling down your face, into your mouth.  It’s getting up and walking, or typing one more thing.  It’s sitting, waiting to see how long you can go without moving.  It’s finishing off that bottle, that bag.  It’s a flurry of words.  It’s pulling off your clothes “take me, take me”.  It’s leaning over, right where you are, makeup still on, teeth not brushed, fully dressed and not trying anymore until you wake up and realize it’s another day and the baby’s crying and you have to go to work and you just have to go through the motions so you can get back here tonight and let it go again.  or let it get you. you haven’t decided yet.

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