Months ago, a friend asked me what word came to mind when I thought of him. I said “seeker”. He said for me, “redemption”.
I guess together we are redemption seekers.
Posted by: Becca on: August 24, 2008
Great. My dreams last night, long involved things. W.G., S.X., M.C.B., church, R.B., Germany, mom, toys, Natalie, and T.T.?
I am just so hungry. Maybe school will help. I don’t know how to satisfy the hunger and maintain what already is because that is hard enough to maintain. Half the time, I don’t [...]
Posted by: Becca on: August 22, 2008
let me preface this with:
I do know how, it the grand scheme of things, fortunate I am
now,
I am aching for what I see just out of reach, always out of reach, always has been. I still haven’t found a way to write it out without sounding ungrateful, unhappy. Thin lines here, thin lines. [...]
I do think we are more alike than we are different. I think we don’t always tap into all of our attributes and abilities, we don’t always venture into ourselves enough to see this, but we are. If we strip down, open up and honestly evaluate, we really, really are.
Posted by: Becca on: August 6, 2008
I try to make sure the people I love know I love them. I try to never let my anger or hurt or disappointment put a barrier between us, because I know the mechanics of death are too simple. One second you’re alive, the next you’re dead. You don’t always get to say goodbye or [...]
Posted by: Becca on: August 4, 2008
when it all falls down, when it’s all lost, i don’t know that there is such a thing as recovery…how can you recover the destroyed and lost? i think you can just regroup, rebuild, renew, reinvent, remember, redesign, recharge, recycle. recover fragments to use for these things, but recover as in get it back to [...]
